Uncertainty
In my dream last night, the doctor told me my problem was uncertainty. It amuses me when the universe gives me clues to my journey while I am sleeping. I have never had a problem with uncertainty before, I have always just known what was to be and believed that knowing with all my heart. My life followed those knowings to a tee, not wavering from the path that I had set forth. Why is it that now I am uncertain about my life? It is because I am uncertain with who I am, and what I want. How was it so easy to have faith in the process when I was young? It is as if I have no idea where my life is going now. Should I know? Should I be demanding to know what's next? How can I embrace this realm of unknowings? Blind trust. I have always needed to know what's next. Not knowing what's next has always given me anxiety or fear in some way, shape or form. There has been a bit of unease within me not knowing how, what or where to go n...